beautiful; what in store in the mystic sky?

I just have to say a few things and hopefully this will be encouragement to all who read this…This may sound familiar to one of my friends…once I wrote it I wanted to share it with everyone…

I have always said…especially after the house fire…that it is not the car or the house we live in that people will remember when we die…It is not all the material wealth we gain that lives on in the heart of many…It truly is the love you spread upon the world and the lives you touched with your words of encouragement, hugs, love and compassion you pass upon their soul and rests in their minds…

It is the laughter you brought into their world and the tears you shared in sorrowed times… I wish sometimes people would stop to realize this…Don’t get me wrong I love my UGG boots, but they won’t be remembered,…it will be my heart and smile… my courage to proceed my walk in life and my reach for the stars…

After my kids died I went through a whole lot of soul searching per say… Since I was little girl, I always wanted to be a model and actress… So I did it… I wanted it and I did it… I even met some wonderful movie stars. I was going to do a movie for a well known actor and now producer…But, then I got really sick and had to leave the angel city of dreams…at first I was so bummed… But then, I realized I lived my dream~!!!…

I went for it and got it…I never gave up… I flew to a few cities did some modeling work…felt what it felt like to be in a models shoes…the limos, planes, the crew~ makeup, hair stylish, clothes person(I cant think of the word for them) My entourage? The photographer, the sets and the beauty…It was magnificent and I loved it…I moved to L.A to pursue my acting career…Took my whole family with me… I loved every minute of every hour of everyday…I did a few movies, commercials, ect…

I truly met some amazing people…I lived my dream…I lived right by the beach in a great city~ and I was right where I wanted to be! Yes, I had to make a choice to leave but I walked in those very shoes I had dreamt about my whole life…

I taught my kids that a dream is never too big or out of reach if you really want it…I always tell them to reach for the stars because you will have everything you dream of and more…

I also learned there are evil people in the world that are ready to snatch your dream with lies and deceit… But, I always followed my gut feeling…and came out on top…Many people told us that we were crazy especially me…because they didn’t think a 29 year could do such things…I was too old…so I, being an Aries, set out to prove them wrong and I did…with such gratifications…

Especially when I would call and say watch channel 6…I am on the talk show… or watch this movie I am journalist~~ or watch this reality show…It was amazing to be under the cameras the lights the sounds, the energy and with so many people that carried and held the same passion I did…

All the wonderful people I met… all I remember is their faces, their passion and their hearts~ their voices and laughter… but I cannot remember their clothes or shoes…I don’t even remember their body size…because that’s not what mattered most~ It was their friendship…

As I followed my dream, I believe that I had two very special guardian angels watching out for me… leading me upon the right path…They wanted their mommy to believe~ that all things are possible…